fridae de dae

hapie halloween to all ppl in singapore..
de day whre tiz hantu2 is around..haha..
well..dun noe wats de plan..
ma sis havent cnfrm if she is goin..
wanted go play
since i promise tuah i be der..
but i dun noe if ma sis is interested..
be bringin ma adk sdara also la..
but see if i got enuf cash to treat her..
aniwae gotta update ma halloween later..
gtg werk man..i hate it lots...
stand de 6hours doin craps!! haha
aniwae gotta blog soon..
ppl sorie if i dun blog here much..
i've been updatin in ma onsugar la..
der is a link up der..
pandai2 carik la k!!

bye bitch!!

ma wed..

sittin at home de whole dae doing nuthin..
early in de mornin i did too many cryin already..
i was so unhapie bout it..
but wat cn i say..
im just a sumone whu have to live their lives..
when dey re stress..i have to stress too..
wtv it is..
im goin real down now..
sadness fill up de space..
but i just have to be wat i wan to..
since we talk bout it..
i dun wan to b a failure in life..
i just tot tat..
if i go back..
means im a failure..
so wats de point..
prove to ppl im not la..
not in de mood to blog..

chioz!!

ma dae

met up wid sum old fwends n new fwends..
whu turn ma dae so wild n fun!!
mayb dey were meant to b fwends..
n we re meant to noe each other...
mit ma bby dulu at hilton..
den mit de stupid sya at wheelocks..
de rest mit at far east..
went to takashimaya..
chill put der n just talk..talk.. talk..
Xcnghe number n stuff..
opps.. before tat saw ma adeq sdra..
whu is an andro..wakaka..
steady jek mntk aku carik chicks..haha..
wateva it is..we both keep a secret from our family..
funnily,her nite mxg to me was "nite cuz senget"
siol btol pmpuan nie..haha..
haiya..idk wat to do if i've neva met dem..
but now i will have new fwends to mix..
so nuthin worri me lots..

gotta blog soon..
busy werkin..
hard to update..

am i dreamin

de day ive been waitin fer have came..
i realie do sumtin which i neva imagine i did..
it was fun though..another date to mark a history in ma life
we just like do our own thingy n stuff..
was not aable to shlip but she is sleepy..
but wat i do was to get her awake company me all along..
till both of us cnt get to shlip..
sumtin unexpected happen lorh..
hmm..i did not noe hw it happen..
but i was just feelin so nice n warmth..
all wrap up in her arms..
just tat was makin me feel like im on top of de world..
she realie show hw much she do care..
n evrytin was enjoyable..
idk wat she think but i realie had enuf fun..
hmm..skali skali bleh la have fun mah..
aniwae i realie adore hw she doted on me so much..
realie do..n all along i was thinkin was like..
am i dreamin now?/hmm.. ;)

gotta blog soon!!

de different..

de differ between boifee n galfwend was attitude..
here i goes..i got sum probs wid ma family..
n i inform boifee..things dat boifee do when im sharing

• watch TV
• play psp
• not answerin
• not even eye cntct
• advice:dey re adult,adult re like tat..
• just pretend lookin elsewhre..
• chnge de topic

2nd part)inform ma galfwend..things she do..

• listen attentively
• try advice nice thing
• always make me hapie..
• try to make me forget de probs..
• make jokes out of it..

so in this scenario shud i blame maself to just b wid ma galfwend den boifee??

aniwae im totalie upset wid hym..on his birthdae..
totalie ruined ma hardwerk..
even he thnkz me but not sincere..
i noe it well,too well tat im hurtin maself more..
but i keep mumto maself..
ask hym stuff but he says nuthin..
so do i get de blame??
again n again fer doin things nicely n switly fer hym..
f**K la..mati xiak gini macm!!

aniwae i just realise hw tired she is when is snorin tat wae..
n tell u its like kinda irritate ma ears..
so tired..shlip around 7 den wake up around 8/9 like tat..
den she have to go werk..
before tat hear song,get her stuff n den off..
i realise many things bout her..
hw differ she is..hw 'fierce' she is..
well,oni me n she noe wat im tokin about..
aniwae i realie had fun la..but things again dun realie seems like it..
der was a point whre she was ashlip n i was awake..
breathless..i was afraid i got de asthma attck or wat..
lucky i act fast enuf..just get de med at ma closet n just eat it..
of coz she was snorin at dat point..
i just lurve watchin her shlip..so kiut..haha
aniwae gotta blog soon

i dun bother

by ur expression i noe hw u think..
de wae u reacted i noe wats on ur mind..
ehk plz la..u re not de onli person living..
de onli one have feelings..
so when im close to her..
Cn u dun put up fake faces..
i cn see thru ur eyes..
n so wat if im wid ma -babyLove-..
u got a probs wid tat..
y dun u just say it straight to ma face..
y must u fake it all along..
in de endi got to noe it..
y? i tot u were ma fwend..
n u cud turn ur back like tat..
Just bcoz im wid her..
well,tell u de truth..
i realie dun bother.. its not u to decide..
it ma life im takin..
atleast im doin betta den u..
so i guess u re like sum pathetic grl..
whu seems jelez of ma life now..
since im so freakin hapie wid her..
oh wait..shud i say im hapie im not straight..
wtv aytes..u cn say anitin or do faces fer all i care..

haiz

wat i can do is cry..y dey neva undrstnd ma feelings.. y must dey onli scold..not askin it.. dey keep making me stress n suffer though silently..whu shud i turn toO..
bby,i nid u now!!soO stress!! cnt shlip till now.. if u guys got probs y must i be de scapegoat to let it out to?? dun u guys realise hw im sufferin tat wae..i hate it .. i dun noe wat i must say to satisfied u ppl.. :(

wonderful dae..

had a funny n wonderful dae la todae..
mit up wid all ma best bitches in town!! wakaka..
well,i dun realie call dem bitch..
it was just a sayin for dem..
but sorie no photos!! :(

firstly met up wid Jas to get ma money..
den i took bus 187 to wdls..
damn far n NadiAzlam is waitin fer me..
den reach der wait for her..n guess wat.. Lamer pe dier!!
geram jek.. den i went to POSB to withdraw money..
den mit her lor der..
den mit de rest at LJS.. afta tat iLi came by..
de last person was hangtuah coz zila was werkin..
den we eat n was laughin all de way..
den afta food..we went lpak-ing at treehaus..
dat is hw de place is spell ok not typo error..
soO we chill n chat den zila came..
niwae nadiAzlam left before we proceed..
so we chatted n laugh all de wae..
den zila went off left me hang tuah,ili n -babyLove- kuz..
den we start dancin n stuff..
den we left off around 11+..
realie had fun..

to ma boifee

just picture of afternoon n nite..wid ma loves!!

anak2 kuz!!

ma galfwend

ma boifwend